As I Recall
What if our memories are like shells we gather on a beach?
According to pastor and spiritual director Casey Tygrett, "We—and all those who have come before us—pick up the experience and we sense it: we feel its edges, notice its color, we smell the distinctive character (for shells it is the sickly seafood salt smell) of the experience and we try to make sense of what it is. Is it beautiful? How would you describe the color—the tones, the shades, wrapped around the ridges and swirls? Has it been damaged? Does the hard edge scrape our hand, leaving a blemish or a mark?"
How we hold and carry these memories—good and bad—is a part of what forms us spiritually. In this way we have a common bond with the people of Scripture who also had a sensory life, gathering shells and trying to make sense of them. In these pages Casey Tygrett explores the power of memory and offers biblical texts and practices to guide us in bringing our memories to God for spiritual transformation.
"One of Jesus' last commands at his table with his friends was 'remember me.' It still stands. As I Recall is a ribbon tied round the fingers of our souls."
"If you've ever wondered where wonderment comes from, thought about where thoughts are born, or wished you could forget a painful memory, then Casey Tygrett's As I Recall is a must-read. It is not a how to but a how come book. How is it that we can remember the color of socks we were wearing in an accident a decade ago, yet we can't remember what we had for lunch last hour? How do all these memories we carry with us relate to the life Christ would have us live? Tygrett has some thoughts on these subjects. As I Recall is a good read for anyone who thinks."
"Through personal story, neurological insights, and spiritual practices, Tygrett pastors his readers, inviting us to bring our whole selves—our past, present, and future selves, our physical, emotional, spiritual selves—into a life formed by the God who was, who is, and who is to come."
"Our memories bind us not only to our personal past, but also to people, places, and experiences. Casey Tygrett's As I Recall is an exquisite meditation on the role of memory in our formation. By teaching us to pay careful attention to our memories, Tygrett points us toward a richer and more connected life."
"I love this book. Casey offers a simple yet life-altering invitation: to remember. Charting a path that begins in the past, in our memories, he does not let us stop there. Instead, with his coaching, we begin the spiritual practice of cultivating our life's memory collections and find clues to where God is at work in our present and future."
"As I Recall does something no other book I have seen dares to do. It explores the importance of memory in our spiritual formation. Our experiences, memories, and stories form a script that influences our lives in deep ways. This beautifully written, honest book is full of much-needed wisdom. Prepare to be changed."
"There are smells, tastes, and moments in life that instantly take me back in time. I have my own mental DeLorean nearing eighty-eight miles per hour ready to shoot me back to another time, but I can never predict when it will reach velocity. Sometimes I wonder why recollections strike, but I've never pondered it deeply until now. Casey Tygrett, with deep insight and a sharp pen, leads us more deeply into what God is revealing to us through our personal and communal stories and how embracing those stories leads us forward."
Introduction: A Question Before Remembering
1. How We Got Here
Practice: Narrating a Memory
2. The Art of Noticing Shells
3. Living with Shells
Practice: Staging a Memory
4. The Weight of Shells
5. Every Memory Belongs
Practice: Writing A Spiritual Autobiography
6. Remembering Who We Are
Practice: Finding Sabbath Rest
7. Coming Back Again
Practice: The Examen for Memories
8. I've Felt Like This Before
Practice: Writing Your Own Psalm
9. A Familiar Table
Practice: Opening Your Table
10. Remember, Be Here Now
11. A Future Memory
12. A Closing Post-It Note